One lost girl filled with delusion

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Nobody can understand me
What I'm going through they can never see
I don't know whether it's their fault or mine
But that's okay! It's all fine

I feel I'm the only one of a kind
with unique thoughts flowing in my mind
I don't know whether they are wrong or right
I'm looking for truth in my heart to gain insight

I'm misunderstood by everyone
I'm alone and cant blend with anyone
Like the floating oil on the water surface
Like an illusion of clouds reflection touching the river surface

When I pretend saying "Oh! I'm fine!"
Nobody can trace the pain hiding behind my eyes
I'm always there for myself, I am the only thing that is all mine
I realized this very lately , Because I wasn't that wise