How does it feel when we are lonely?

Do you know?....How I feel when I'm lonely?
Do you know how it will be?

It is when I talk,talk and talk
But nobody pays attention and they just walk away

It is when I show so much care and concern
And nobody cares for it

It is when I'm filled with this killing emptiness
And my life is full of mess

It is when everybody around me learns to ignore
And even my near ones hates me to the core

It is when I'm together, Yet alone
It is when I'm lost and just gone

It is when I gaze the stars in the sky
And just question them 'Why?'

It is when I hug my teddy when I'm lil blue
And express my feelings to it which are very true

It is when people are here, there and everywhere
But I'm in my fantasy world but not anywhere

It is when I can feel only my presence
And rest of the world's absence

It is when I'm lost in dreams
Walking a lonely road, singing silent screams

It is when I have this cold feeling of being unwanted
Out of Sad and glad, It is when 'sadness' when my fate had opted

It is when I talk with myself looking at the mirror
And ask why I'm the victim of this cold lonely terror

It is when I sit in a corner and weep
and keep questioning God until I fall asleep

This eternal loneliness, It is my best friend
It never leaves me till the end